Wow. January, that's gotta be a new personal record. 305 deviations and 277 messages.

Yes, I'm back, no I'm not dead. No, I haven't had some life changing epiphany. I've just been working my ass off to pass my courses this semeseter.

I've been thinking that I'm going to make a new account, but then again I've been saying I'm going to make a new account for almost half a year now XD Still hasn't happened yet!

So here I am, in July. Dracula has finished its run, I passed my math exam with an 80 (which brought my mark up from a 68 to a 76) and my history exam with a 92, yay go me Work has been pretty slow lately, but I'm still making 10 bucks an hour and getting paid every two weeks. woo hoo. Summer is here again, and you know what that means, Ottawa again! I'll be leaving on the 20, and coming back on the 25. I would be going for much longer, but I have to work (thumbs down) I'll be heading off to a new highschool in September, which is kind of scary, considering it is like, the dodgiest freaking highschool in the city... Anyone who lives in Kingston knows and scoffs at the name of QECVI. I'll be doing a focus program there called Theatre Complete, for, you guessed it theatre! That's only going to be for the first semester though and then I get to go home

I'm going to make a new account when I head off to Ottawa, 'cause my sisters computer is A LOT faster and it's going to be easier to upload stuff on it. I do need a new username though, and I can't think of one.... Any suggestions?

So until then, I'm going to try and wade through all the stuff I have waiting for me in my inbox *is very scared* and I'll be checking every day now, so expect lots of journals

xoxox
Sophie

Oh man. I really need to get a life... and yet the thing is, I actually don't do anything that constitutes needing a life, I just do... If that makes any sense whatsoever. Which it doesn't.

I pretty much sit around the house, lazing about, waiting to think of something to do, but then when I finally think about something to do, I realize that I'm way to much of a lazy ass to actually do it. I might as well be dead. Like seriously. I have to stuff to upload, but I'm too lazy to find it, categorize it, then wait for it to upload. After I'm done here I think I might put up some of my new scribblings.

Honestly, I just don't really care about much of anything anymore. If I could have my way, I would sleep all day, wake up at night, and just sit there by my window and stare out into the dark street, maybe read, maybe have a cup of tea, but I would probably end up passing out in my chair.

So there is actually a point to this journal, and although it really pains me to have to say it, I must.

No I'm not leaving, but a good friend of mine is. Although we will definitely still keep in touch, (only how we managed before<i/> we both had dA) the circumstances leading to her leaving are what really pisses me off. The way that people act in this current day and age, is really starting to piss me off beyond belief. The behaviour that people conduct themselves with online, is wretched. If you went into a museum, and stole a valuable piece of art, then put it in a different gallery under your name, do you honestly think you could get away with it? What makes that different from stealing art online? The fact that people think they can get away with taking someone's art, and putting their own name on it, is horrible. Then constantly harrasing someone to the point where they are forced to stop doing what they enjoy doing, is beyond cruel. I can't really go as far as to say evil but it's definitely up there. It just makes me so fucking mad! I actually can't even put into words how pissed off I am. Treating people like shit underneath your shoes, is no way to act. Fuck. Fuckity Fuck Fuck. Fuck.

*end of rant*

Okay, so after all that, I just want to say that V-K, we will all miss you dreadfully on dA, and I will most assuredly miss our random conversations. I wish you all the best, and I really hope that everything, whether it be in the online world, or the alien world down there in Texas (compared to up here in Canada eh) ends up being resolved. A person as kind as you doesn't deserve the shit that you ended up with. You were one of my first sisters for Wait Until Dark, (the site I never got back up)and you were the one that I actually talked to the most. I'll miss ya hunny, and don't forget, we will always have google
Lot's of Love,
Lilianna <3


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*Update*

Snow. It's snowing.

It's October, and it's freaking snowing. Only in Canada.


Good lord.

A month later, and I've finally updated my journal. My goodness. Things have certainly changed; not really for the best. Life has kind of flipped around on me, and I don't really know the difference between up and down; left or right anymore. I'm trying to adjust to my new - I want to saw way of life, but that's not really right - perspective (yes, that's about right) on things, so you'll have to forgive me if I don't update as often as I probably should. I'll still check deviations, and messages, but I can't guarentee that I'll upload things, or update my journal as often.

I'm also leaving for Ottawa tomorrow night, and I'll be staying there till Sunday, which gives me a whole 5 and one quarter of a day to do some housekeeping, i.e finally check all of the 912 deviations (Yeah, 912.) So expect me too finally acknowledge all of your hard work : )

I'm working on a project right now, and I'm hoping it will be finished within the month, but who knows? I'll start uploading all my stuff, new desktops, a new dev Id, some pictures, a couple of dolls (Yes Alanna, your cute doll is in there somewhere )

Thanks for all your patience, and I promise, when I'm finally ready to upload all the stuff I've been working on, it'll be worth your wait

xox
-Lilianna


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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I'm gonna do some math for y'all.

September 24 + My Hometown + BLUE MAN GROUP = ONE NIGHT OF AMAZING FUCKING FUN!!

That's right, I went to see the Blue Man Group. Yeah. I know. OMG.

There are no words worthy in the english language that can sum up my excitment and feelings about the night.

And the best thing.

The tickets were FREE.

Some guy gave them to us on the street, and they were really goood tickets

At some point I might put up vids on Youtube. When that happens, I'll be sure to put up links.

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Blech, darn you all!

Character Meme:

Tagged by:

RULES
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three, blah blah blah....

CHARACTERS I CHOSE
1. Katrina Benjamin a.k.a Kitty
2. Jane Feneway
3. Amelie Black
4. Elizabeth Oliver
5. Imogene Hunter

How old are you?

Kitty: Not really sure, I just stopped keeping track. When I came to London I was 16 and that was about 5 years ago… I think.
Jane: I turn 17 in a month and a half.
Amelie: 19 and counting.
Elizabeth: I’m 10 and 3 quarters. *grin*
Imogene: Don’t tell anyone, but I’m 52, although I only look 21….

What's your height?

Kitty: I’m about 5’4, but again, I stopped keeping track.
Jane: I’m 5’6
Amelie: I’m a very tall 6’1
Elizabeth: I’m the shortest in my class… only 4’3
Imogene: 5’7, and I haven’t grown an inch since I was 17.

Do you have any bad habits?

Kitty: I tend to shoplift…
Jane: I smoke, self-harm, recreational drugs… want me to go on?
Amelie: I don’t eat much..
Elizabeth: I’m prone to temper tantrums.
Imogene: *cough* I um, have a habit of, um, dining within the human race….

Are you a virgin?

Kitty: Yes.
Jane: Nope.
Amelie: I’m waiting for that special guy
Elizabeth: EWWWW! I haven’t even kissed a boy yet!
Imogene: I lost my virginity at the age of 16.


Who's your mate/spouse?

Kitty: *blush* I would, uh, rather not say…
Jane: Whoever pays the most.
Amelie: I’m still single.
Elizabeth: A what?
Imogene: The only man I ever loved left me.

Do you have any kids?

Kitty: No…
Jane: Almost, but I had an abortion.
Amelie: Not yet, but I want at least two.
Elizabeth: No, but I want two girls and two boys, and I want them to be twins!
Imogene: My kind can not have children, I want some though.

What's your favorite food?

Kitty: Whatever I can get my hands on, beggars can’t be choosers.
Jane: Burger King, that’s what I eat most.
Amelie: Warm cinnamon buns, fresh out of the bakery.
Elizabeth: My mom’s homemade chicken noodle soup!
Imogene: … Next question….

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Kitty: When I was a kid it was mint chocolate chip.
Jane: Vanilla, simple, yet delicious.
Amelie: Hmm, I would have to say Pralines and Cream.
Elizabeth: ROCKY ROAD!
Imogene: My god. I. Can’t. Eat. Human. Food.

Have you killed anyone?

Kitty: No, but I was almost a victim, several times actually…
Jane: Nope. Almost did though.
Amelie: Heavens no!
Elizabeth: Well I over-fed my fish….
Imogene: Only a handful or so….. But they deserved it.

Do you hate anyone?

Kitty: No, I don’t really know enough people to hate any of them.
Jane: My parents. It’s their fault.
Amelie: My dad.
Elizabeth: There is this girl in my class that’s a huge mongo bully.
Imogene: I don’t need to hate anyone.

Do you love anyone?

Kitty: *mumbles incoherently*
Jane: I’m not allowed to love anyone.
Amelie: Still haven’t found anyone.
Elizabeth: My mom and dad, if that counts.
Imogene: My Tom, but he does not feel that way anymore. I know he loved me at one point, but those days are long gone.

What is your job?

Kitty: I sing at a nightclub. It pays the bills.
Jane: I prefer the term “escort”
Amelie: I work at a bar and grill on the strip.
Elizabeth: I don’t need a job yet, I just ask for whatever I want and I get it.
Imogene: I’m the one who goes bump in the night. I also teach at a boarding school in England.

Boy or girl?

Kitty: I’m a girl.
Jane: Chick.
Amelie: Female.
Elizabeth: I’m a girl, DUH!
Imogene: I am a woman.

What do you do to relax?

Kitty: I take out my mom’s old perfume bottle and breathe in the scent, until it seems like she’s there with me. I usually do that until I just pass out from sheer exhaustion.
Jane: I smoke about 5 cigarettes, or I’ll do a line our two.
Amelie: I read, I can always calm myself down by reading.
Elizabeth: I ask my mom to sing me lullabies from when I was really little.
Imogene: I hunt, or I’ll just go for really long runs through the forests.

What song do you think would best describe yourself?

Kitty: Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again- Phantom of the Opera
Jane: Breathe No More- Evanescence
Amelie: Somebody to Love- Queen
Elizabeth: Ummmm I don’t know…
Imogene: Seven Nations Army- White Stripes


Any hidden talents or something no one else knows about you?

Kitty: Both my parents mysteriously disappeared when I was 16.
Jane: I almost died when I was 14, and a lot of the time I wish I had.
Amelie: I was diagnosed with anorexia 3 years ago.
Elizabeth: I can belch the whole alphabet!
Imogene: I am literally Forever 21.

What do you think of your creator?

Kitty: There are a lot of aspects of her that she bestowed upon me. Unwillingly I might add! *says while looking up*
Jane: I think she’s a bit of a masochist for what she’s turned me into.
Amelie: I am very much her alter ego.
Elizabeth: She’s cool. I was modeled after her little sister!
Imogene: I’m the mix of her two current obsessions. Also, she wishes she was me. I have no idea why, but she does.

What colour is your hair?

Kitty: Blue.
Jane: Brown. Meh.
Amelie: Purple-ly black.
Elizabeth: Curly and fire red!
Imogene: Black, like an oil slick.

What's your sexual orientation?

Kitty: I’m straight.
Jane: I’m straight, although my job requires me to be everything else.
Amelie: Straight. but I’ve experimented before.
Elizabeth: Um… I don’t know what that means…
Imogene: It doesn’t really matter for me anymore.

I tag:


And a Music band thingy...

Tagged by:
The rules are:
Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using only song titles by that singer/band/group.
Tag 6 more people ( Let them know they've been tagged ).

I chose Evanescence... 'cause I feel like it

Are you male or female? Snow White Queen.

Describe yourself? Everybody's Fool.

What do people feel when they're around you? Good Enough.

How would you describe your previous relationship? Taking Over Me.

How would you describe your current relationship? Imaginary.

Where would you want to be now? Away From Me.

How do you feel about love? Lies.

What's your life like? Haunted.

What would you ask if you had only one wish? Forgive Me. (that one's a little personal, so ya probably won't get it.)

Say something wise. Listen to the Rain.

Okay so now I have to tag 6 people? Here I go.:




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